XXIV .- The only joy I have left. Pushing this saddens me as much as I pleased. If Indeed, as it seems, are right to say that the past does not exist and that the future either, because it has not arrived and never will know for sure if that past is only memory and not always pleasant, I cling to reality and it saddens me while I am happy to leave the country house of the friends of my friend. While we eat lamb chops and a little of everything that was there, I said goodbye. Elizabeth
longer insisted on his idea of \u200b\u200bpregnancies chains. I speak, surreptitiously, the collective unconscious, and says that if I look good, when you see a pregnant woman, not far from there and not many other things of primitive tribes, if I decide saying so.
Girls do not stop talking to me and questions me as curious. They want to know if, in that order, how many years I have, if I return soon and if I am a teacher. I'm surprised your interest and your innocence and is very pleased that they would like to return. "Come back anytime," he said.
women are proof that the group supported me and insist that no longer come back that soon, they say, is a good time and am happy to walk on foot, by bicycle, horse, or simply being the shade of the trees. Be sure to come regardless of whether it comes or not Patro. "You are invited you alone or in company."
Y. .. men fall apart in looks and compliments on my hair, my eyes were sad and watery, my good fellow, my sympathy, not how they see I'm nice and ask me the card and say they do know something I called to them by the reforms that arise in their business or those of his friends here will always, live music, performed by us, and food and drink and a room to myself, if I want. "Do not be stupid and come as you please. Here we mean it. " Chema
not stop looking at me and makes me nervous and I guess I can not resist those eyes blue as the sea and her smile so much promise and manages for, in an aside, remember your bid. "I'll call in Madrid and will invite you for coffee. If you agree, fine. If you do not agree, too good. "
just do not drink wine, Ribera del Duero for me not to note the ease with which I get drunk and barely spoke to that I noticed the tremor in my voice and ... a quarter to four in point, we Patro and I mounted his Harley Davison and returned to Madrid. I said goodbye to each and every one, without making clear if they return to the house or not. The truth is that I myself know I will. I would be strong and dominate to get back and enjoy the countryside, nature, of so many things, yet I'm afraid the one hand and other terror gives me no return.
On the bike, with helmet on, I give them hand and say goodbye. Nobody, Patro, and nobody knows that I cried. I cried because I still know nothing about life or love or anything. I'm a waste of all trades and when I could get over, do not know if seconds or centuries later could answer the question of Patro, who had not heard:
- Are you okay, honey?
- Si ... strip. I perfectly.
- Are not they nice people?
- I think. They are very nice, have carried me beyond belief.
- Did you order the pool Chema budget?
- No. I talked about, but did not say anything budget. Anyway, I left all my card. If you want something, they call.
- Want to give a spin to see if we see the unknown man?
- Whatever. What you do is well done.
- So You think you look?
- I think.
is not. The unknown Mr Armando, is not. My pain is as sharp as a razor and it is very possible that my despair soon take me to the brink and decide if I shot there or return to chew my solitude nestled at the foot of the bed. Sadly my wet panties are the only joy I have left.